Ten years ago I had my doubts that Dean would ever live to see our 25th anniversary, let alone that we would be enjoying a healthy marriage.Here are two things that I’ve learned through my experience:1. A spouse can help their loved one to overcome addiction.Believe it not, drug addiction is NOT your problem.So how to help a drug addict husband get help with drug addiction?I recently became a lot closer to my deen Alhamdulillah and recently began Hijab.I knew that Allah tests those who he loves and i faced many difficult situations over the past few months, but Alhamdulillah I've kept my faith in Allah and I pulled through.I didn’t realize it at the time, but I now understand that when my husband was an active drug addict, I was playing a role in my husband’s addiction.
You see – for the first two decades of our marriage Dean struggled with an addiction to alcohol, crack cocaine, and prescription pain pills.
He helped me a lot to stay affirm on my deen and keep my faith in Allah to pull through my problems, we established at the start of our friendship that we are nothing more than brother and sister, but as time passed and we overcame our problems and i got to know more about him i felt like everything I desire in a spouse he has.
I felt in my heart that I did not want these feelings to become haraam so I prayed Istikhara on whether he is the right choice for marriage several times and felt good feelings every time.
In his first letter to the Thessalonians, he commended the believers because they were becoming like the Lord and setting an example for others (1Th 1:6, 7, 8, 9, 10-note).
Like the Louvre copyists, we'll never reach perfection before we get to heaven.
when i gave her the towel she completely opened the shower door and exposed her whole body and i was just wearing my jockeys but my cock was bulging obviously hard and she was staring at it and so was i staring ar her body and there was silence for awhile then she took my hands and ask me if i would love to take a shower with her since nobody was home and i just hop in the shower and i was like an animal sucked her nipples while my hands ent to her cunt fingerfucking her fast while she was busy holding my cock .